" Kept In My Heart"

Here I am alone
Standing on my own
Watching my falling tears
While having lots of fears
Im feeling so stupid
In punishing myself
No wonder Im psychotic
Cause Icant be althruistic
Im honestly living
In a world world I had build
Where everything is painfull
Every hour is sorrowfull
Im the prison
And my heart is the prisoner
I want to cure this heart of mine
But only you is the medicine
I need to take this time
The sun cant shine
So sharply bright
Cause your not here with me
I cant feel so right
I want to tell you I love you true
But how if you leave someone special too?
Thats why every pain I felt
I kept in my heart
Every tear that fell
I kept in my heart.